Thursday, September 21, 2006

Paradigm Shift

An escape from BYU-life is necessary. I biked to the start of the Provo River trail, past the cows and the horses and the kids catching grasshoppers, and began my run. I only had a few minutes before I had to be at a meeting. . . but it was sufficent. I went rock-climbing yesterday-- it was beautiful!! The sun broke through the clouds just as I was on the top of the rock. It looked almost magenta. When I turned around, the city seemed so small and sandwiched between the beautiful sunset, the vibrant lake and the huge mountains the surrounded me. My 'reality' the hour previous was that I was weak, unable, small and without help. My 'reality' then was empowering and wonderful. I felt that I was not alone at all-- and that all my little worries about school, work and whatever would soon be just sandwiched between divine help, strength and confidence.

9 Comments:

Blogger Mary Grace said...

good thoughts angela. once again i am envious of your writing skills/style. favorite line: the city small and sandwiched between sunset, lake and mountians. i know that view well, and i can see it when i read that line :) also, love the reality #2. its hard to feel alone when you do empowering things, especially in the wilderness (see Jo's quotes of the day...the emerson one) love you!

6:09 PM  
Blogger William Cobb said...

bravo, bravo, darling. truly magnificent descriptions, i must say. truly mystifying. you, are a card. ah ha, snort, ah ha!

8:10 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

YO YO YO
Like I'm sure you haven't noticed (so busy as you are) I've been absentee as of late in the blog-o-sphere-ing world. Tyler's got the computer 'mucho' and when he's home there's family time PLUS an entire country just BEGGING me to look at it. UGH> so spoiled :) ANYHOO, it looks like you've been having a blast. I knew you'd get that job at the MTC. You just got off the mission and I'm sure they'd like to keep you in their grip. WA-HA-HA-HA! (evil)

9:23 AM  
Blogger tolman said...

so first angela its tolman no e but i dont hait you yet and now i see what im doing wrong i think out side comes first then god thats where i had it wrong , got to fix that one thanks angela

12:52 PM  
Blogger j:) said...

While we're on the topic of "e" instead of "i" hate is spelled with an e at the end...and no i. Tee hee anyways Angela, once again an inspirational and artistic post. Hope you have fun this weekend. Wish I could go to!

4:47 PM  
Blogger William Cobb said...

yeah sure, go ahead and go on your "Canyoneering Trip." Don't mind me, I'll be rock climbing with Danger Kitty. Besides, i like it when you're too busy to hang out with me. it's just like being in an icecream shop and being lactose intolerant. i love that feeling!

so go ahead and have your fun without me cuz i like being alone. do you hear me? when i grow up, i'm living alone! (Action: Jumping up and down while saying...) I'M LIVING ALONE! I'M LIVING ALONE! I'M LIVING ALONE!

10:50 PM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Que exito, hermana! Ojala que puedo verla como maestra a los misioneros! Que feliz! Ser instrumento como esto es continuar la espiritu de la mision cada dia, no? Que bendicion. Me gustaba ensenar alla mucho, y se que te gustara tambien! Que ensenara con la anima que tienes! Buena suerte (la "suerte" que viene con la espiritu, por supuesto)

te quiero, hermanita, y me siento bien que puedes encontrar los colores del sol entre la blanca de los estudios.

Tu hermana Sarita

8:09 PM  
Blogger Randy Row said...

Hey you're not that alone. I'm right down the road if you need a ride if say you're running late for a meeting! Jk- you don't need an urgent excuse!

1:07 AM  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I feel like I know exactly the spot that you're describing! Oh, how I miss the surrounding mountains and views of Provo! Soak it in!!! (I know I don't need to tell you that). Your realities are real indeed.
-Cath

11:47 PM  

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